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Wednesday, December 26, 2007
TODAY IS MY I THINK THIRD TIME THIS YEAR, KANA THIS KIND OF THINGS.(BAD LUCK). BUT I CAN ASSURE THAT THIS IS MY NEGATIVE AND BAD KARMA THAT I HAVE MADE FORM MY PASSED LIFE AND MY THIS LIFE. (ALL THE THINGS AND WORDS I USED TO SCOLD IN MY PRIMARY SCHOOL LIFE AND ALL MY EVIL THINGS I HAVE DONE CAUSED ME TO HAVE ALL THIS BAD LUCK). FIRST WHEN I WENT BACK TO SCHOOL. I KANA MR GOH SCOLDING... HE SAID "WHY DIDN'T COME TO HIS REMINDIAL AND WHY YOU NEVER DID YOUR HOMEWORK." SECONDLY DURING THE TRAINING, ALL MY LOWER ARMS' SKILLS ARE LIKE SHIT... EVERY BALL I HIT ALL WENT OUT OR DIDN'T GO OVER... THEN KANA MY SENIOR SCOLDING.... I AM THERE CURSING AND SWEARING. THIRDLY WHILE WE WERE LISTENING TO MR GOH TEACHING, I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT IS HE TEACHING EVEN THOUGHT THE PROBLEM IS SO EASY, JUST CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT HE WAS TEACHING. WHEN HE WERE ASKING QUESTION, I DON'T KNOW HOW TO ANSWER BACK. FORTHLY I NEED TO GO TO TSC, BEFORE I GO OUT OF THE HOUSE I AM AT HOME ONLINE AND TALKING AND CHIT-CHATTING WITH MY FRIENDS. THEN I TOLD MYSELF I NEED TO CHANT BEFORE I STEP OUT OF MY HOUSE AS THIS MORNING I DIDN'T CHANT THEN I WENT OUT OF MY HOUSE. WITHOUT MY SURPRISE I AM A "NATO" ALSO SO I DIDN'T CHANT AND WENT OUT SO I KANA A LOT OF THINGS. AND I KNOW IF I DON'T CHANT THERE WILL BE A LOT OF THINGS HAPPENING, ON ME AND MY FRIENDS. FIFTHLY I KNOW WHEN I GO AND TAKE A BUS DOWN I WILL BE SURE LATE EVEN THOUGHT I WENT OUT VERY EARLY. BUT I WILL BE LATE SO I QUICKLY SMS MY FRIEND SEE WHETHER HE IS GOING OFF. SUDDENLY, I WAS WAITING FOR BUS, I WAS LOOKING AROUNG AT TOA PAYOH BUS STOP TO MY SURPRISE I SAW KAIYANG MY BEST FRIEND. HE WAS WALKING WITH HIS FRIENDS LIKE TAKING CAB TO SOMEWHERE. I WAS HOLDING MY PHONE, WANTED TO CALL HIM THAT I SAW HIM, BUT SOMEONE TOLD ME IN MY MIND SAYING DON'T CALL HIM SEE WHETHER HE CAN SEE ME. I WAS WONDERING, I AM WEARING MY JERSEY WITH MY NAME AT THE TOP, HE SURE CAN SEE. HAHA I AM ABOSULTE WRONG HE DIDN'T SEE ME EVEN THOUGHT I WAS SITTING AT THE AILE SEAT OF THE BUS STOP. AND I AM A VERY IDOLT PERSON, I LIKE TO TEST PEOPLE SO I WAS TESTING HIM SEE WHETHER HE WILL ANSWER ME. HAHA ALL THE IMAGINATION ARE WRONG, HE DIDN'T ANSWER ME AT ALL WHEN THEY REACHED THE BUS STOP. UNTIL THE BUS CAME AS I WAS BOARDING THE BUS HE THEN SAID "HEY WHY ARE YOU HERE.".... I WAS THERE CURSE AND SWEARING TO HIM AND EVEN THE GOHONZON. WHY I JUST REALLY FIND A TRUE FRIEND. ON THE BUS, I DIDN'T TALK A SINGLE SENTENCE TO HIM, I WAS SITTING JUST IN FRONT OF HIM, KEPT QUIET FOR THE WHOLE JOURNEY UNTIL REACHED TSC. GOHONZON I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO? WHY I NEED TO KANA THIS KIND OF THINGS. PLEASE HELP ME SOLVE THIS PROBLEM?
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++ kokarmeng nickname: monkeykorkor , 1. I AM SORRY FOR WHAT I HAVE DONE IN THE PAST ALL THE NEGATIVE ACTIONS AND WORDS. THANK YOU FOR GOHONZON FOR GIVING ME SO MUCH GOOD BENEFITS IN THE PRESENCE. 2. FOR MY STUIDES IN 2008 & 2009 MUST BE THE BEST IN ORDER FOR ME TO SHOW THE POWER OF THE MYSTIC LAW- GOHONZON. I MUST GET TOP TEN IN POSITION IN MY CLASS LEVEL AND SCORE THE BEST FOR MYSELF. 3. DILLON NG YAN YANG MUST ALWAYS BE MY BEST FRIEND. FURTHERING STRENGTHEN THIS FRIENDSHIP TO BECOME A UNSHAKEABLE BY BOTH OF US. HE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE AT ANYTIME AND TREAT ME BETTER. 4. KAIYANG AND BUDI MUST ALWAYS BE MY BEST FRIENDS. FURTHERING STRENGTHEN THIS FRIENDSHIP TO BECOME A UNSHAKEABLE BY BOTH OF US. HE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE AT ANYTIME.CALVIN CHONG CAN BE MY BEST FRIEND AND HE MUST COME OUT FOR ACTIVITIES. 5. CALVIN CHEONG MUST NOT BE ANGRY WITH ME AND MUST COME OUT FOR ACTIVITIED AND CONTINUE HIS JOURNEY OF HUMAN RELOLUTION. 6. DERRICK TING, JUN HONG AND OTHER FD STUDENTS MUST COME OUT FOR ACTIVITIES AND START TO PRACTICE THE BUDDHISM. I MUST PULL THAT DERRICK TING & JUN HONG TO BECOME A GREAT LEADER IN THE FUTURE. 7. I MUST GO TO THE TRIP IN CAMBODIA FOR THE TRIP HELPING THE NEEDYS OR TRAINING TO BECOME A GREAT LEADER. LEARNING AND HELPING THE POOR, KNOWING THEIR PAIN. 8. TARGETING TO HAVE 10 POINTS AND BELOW [SINGLE DIGIT] FOR MY O’LEVELS IN 2009. 9. KELVIN WONG, DE YUAN, ZHI JIE, MS WEE, LIPING AND BUDI MUST COME OUT FOR OUR ACTIVITIES. 10. THERE MUST BE A SUM OF MONEY TO DO MY KOSEN-RUFU NO MATTER I EARN IT OR OTHER SOURCE OF INCOME. 11. MISUNDERSTANDING AND PROBLEMS THAT I HAVE WITH MY FRIENDS ALL WILL BE DELETED. 12. HOMEVISITING STUDENTS MUST BE ABLE TO COME OUT FOR ACTIVITIES. 13. THE FRIENDSHIP WITH MY NEW CLASSMATES NEXT YEAR MUSTN’T HAVE ANY COMMUNICATION PROBLEMS. 14. THE REPUTATION IN SOKA AND SCHOOL MUST BE VERY GOOD. NO COMMUNICATION PROBLEMS WITH MY PEERS AND OTHER PEOPLE. 15. TARGETING 19 FD STUDENTS IN MY FD MEETING & DISTRICT. 16. THIS YEAR ALL THE NON-ACTIVE FD MEMBERS MUST COME OUT FOR ACTIVITIES. 17. EVERYONE WILL BE STRUGGLING WITH OBSTACLES AND PROBLEMS AND OVERCOME THEM. 18. THERE WILL BE MORE POTENTIAL ICs COMING TO HELP FD. - - - - HOPE ALL THIS WILL COME TRUE - - - - ++ the old files ++2007-07-08++2007-07-22++2007-07-29++2007-08-05++2007-08-12++2007-08-19++2007-09-02++2007-09-09++2007-10-14++2007-11-11++2007-11-25++2007-12-02++2007-12-09++2007-12-23++2007-12-30++2008-01-06++2008-01-13++2008-02-03++2008-02-10++2008-02-17++2008-02-24++2008-03-02++2008-03-09++2008-03-16++2008-03-23++2008-05-25++2008-06-01++2008-06-22++2008-06-29++2008-07-06++2008-07-13++2008-07-20++2008-08-03++2008-08-17++2008-08-24++2008-08-31 ++ network neighborhood chocbanana[trixieandtheresa]++ supports ++ display "w4rnawarni : the computer (ADFree)" designed by : w4rnawarni @ blogskins - do not remove this part! |